Dear, I thought the world is love for you. I am missing you a lot. I am missing your turn away from me.
I know I frequently send letters, letters heavy with emotions and tears, letters that are just a burden for you.
Letters seems are just a piece of paper for you. But, this is a piece of my heart. My first view of you was a cricketer then a brother and a secret feeling of mine...
That day, was a day I shall never forget. The day when I was walking, you threw a ball at me... I let it go. I let it go through my thoughts I let it go, just like your love, just like your life... thoughts you gave me, chances for everything, your ball until your life I let it go, my shyness let it go...
Another chance, I thought on the mall, I could say hi but I didn't... I let all the chances go just like my tears, shyness and my life go... I thought today that I'm bold… I'm bold... I confess "I love you".
I confess "it" was "is" and it will be my fault letting you go, my thoughts... I could have stopped the ball go, my thoughts go, my life go... I didn't... I know this confession; this boldness came a little late please forgive me for making you sentimental...
Tear this paper just like the others. Throw my tears away like the previous ones... I can't help it, I thought, I can't help it... I strive for you, for your love...