You have no problem as you have mentioned yourself. That is love and it only happens this way to people when they are at the fire age. However, as getting more experiences with girls are good, you will fall soon for the girl you feel it is your true love.
Take your time and enjoy more love experiences. Fly from flower to flower and test that sweet nectar in each flower. You could develop this passion into writing (the honey you will produce after sipping that nectar). Such experiences create good artists and you have shown intelligence and good expressions in your writing. Develop that to be a passion so you can write poetry, short stories or do any other kind of arts.
Passion is the good start to prosperity especially in the field of writing. However, you may need to know how to invest in your passion.
