First Love Experiences Can Be Your Shadow for Life!

by Khalid

Well, well, well -- I have been that boy just like you while I was sixteen. In fact, I never have made the first step. I was full of confidence that I am smart, gentle and very handsome. I heard girls speaking about how handsome I am, but never made the first step.

One day, a girl I know from the group of our common social activities, had her 5 years old brother with her. She began to kiss him on his checks and look me deep in my eyes. She was very beautiful and I have heard even women in our society speaking about her being the beautiful girl in town.

I wanted to take the first step but I never did because another girl asked me, when I would send a letter to her girlfriend. I understood that girl had fallen for me. Therefore, I replied tomorrow. They both new I am good at writing in our local dialect as I always spoke to the public in strong and rhetorical language.

That girl and I fell in love with each other later and that love lasted for 5 years until I broke away because she once did not hear my advice not to become a teacher like me. I wanted her to continue her education to a very high level and sit for doctorate, while she wanted to work as soon as possible to marry me.

She sacrificed her future for love and I sacrificed my love for something very stupid.

I lost my first love that way. Life doomed me after that by sadness and failures in love as for long as 40 years.

The rest of the story?

It is in my novel. The first completed novel I started writing during the seventies and ended later on the nineties.

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